update/vent

Hi Friends~

 This week has been 3 weeks since we lost our beautiful babies. I still struggle some with it but am doing better. On Thursday I start Lupron. I am still chugging away on BC pills. Only one more week left of them Thank God.

Here's my big vent:
I probably don't have the rest relationship with my in laws just because of my horrible peice of crap brother in law. My brother in law is 24 years old and doesn't work and has 5 kids and my in laws pay for everything for him. When ever he has called from jail my in laws always go and bail his ass out. He supposedly got a job last week and so we took him the to airport and I dropped my hub's and his dad off at Bass Pro and my freaking mother in law and I went to Target. On the way over to Target she askes so how far along are you? I said Momma D that I had a miscarriage and she was like okay. She couldn't even say sorry or your in my prayers. Then to top everything off. My pain in the butt brother in law was taking pictures and posting them to facebook while flying in the air, which is a big no no. So, my husband  goes to show my father in law and he says that is okay. I was like "no" it is not okay. I said my dad was an air weapon's controller in the AF.

As much as I love my husband and he is my rock I can't stand to be around his family. It's just very frusturating that they can be jerk's to me.

Hope everyone is having a fabulous night